Well, she can shove it. I'm tired of this situation for now. Maybe in the future once she's done with school and moves to the States out from under her father's wings, whether it's to NY or LA, maybe then I'll give it another shot. Actually, most likely then. But as of right now, I'm sick of it. She wants me around as a "friend" only to know she has me? Well, screw that! I love her, but I feel I have to love myself as well.
On the other fronts, I started writing my script again and it's going beyond my expectations, so I hope not to start fucking that up. The gym is good as well and just five minutes ago I paid for one of those meal delivery services to try it out. Kinda got tired of the old ham & cheese sandwiches and Campbell's Tomato Soups. They're good but not good enough to have every day. Also, I hope these meals help keeping me healthy and also loose those 17 extra lbs I got around the belly. Isn't that the trick? Diet and exercise? I'll keep it posted here if it works. Right now I'm at 187 lbs and 19 BMI (I'm 5'10" so my ideal weight goal would be around 170 lbs. or 12 BMI).
Gotta get outta here and write my script!
On the other fronts, I started writing my script again and it's going beyond my expectations, so I hope not to start fucking that up. The gym is good as well and just five minutes ago I paid for one of those meal delivery services to try it out. Kinda got tired of the old ham & cheese sandwiches and Campbell's Tomato Soups. They're good but not good enough to have every day. Also, I hope these meals help keeping me healthy and also loose those 17 extra lbs I got around the belly. Isn't that the trick? Diet and exercise? I'll keep it posted here if it works. Right now I'm at 187 lbs and 19 BMI (I'm 5'10" so my ideal weight goal would be around 170 lbs. or 12 BMI).
Gotta get outta here and write my script!
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